
Why would someone commit suicide? What would need to happen to You, for You to commit suicide?
Why would I kill myself? And why haven’t I?
I ask myself this questions countless times.
I rather be a crook, I rather be a murderer. A thief in the night, a good for nothing human being, I rather be ..
I rather be alive, But I’m tired of being sad.
I ask myself this question countless times. Why am I alive, and others are gone? We have the same thoughts, the same whispers that comfort us and pull us towards death.
I, We would be saying Goodbye - to the pain, goodbye to the sadness that runs through our veins, the dark clouds that shroud our thoughts, we would be saying goodbye to the anger that RAGES through US.
Everything. Everything would come to an end. The pain, the sorrows, the fear of being, and the fear of not being good enough – to love, for love, for friendships.
I don’t blame you for thinking suicide is the answer.
Yet, we would also be saying goodbye to the Sun, to the clouds that look like cats and dogs, goodbye to the sun that makes my face red, and its so hard to not smile then.
We, I would be saying goodbye to the chips that I love, the cold Coke cans that make me smile, goodbye to the laugh I love to hear, goodbye to my friends, goodbye to my mom, goodbye to my loves, goodbye to my nephew Hezi.
I, we would be saying goodbye to everything We love.
Why would someone commit suicide?
Because in that moment, in that instance, we decided that we just want it to stop, we don't want to think about tomorrow, we want the pain to stop. Right now.

Suicide is a growing crisis in America, affecting millions of people every year.
If you feel like the weight of the world is crushing you, it is not because you are weak. It is because the pressure is real, and it is rising.
Suicide thrives in isolation and despair but joy interrupts that cycle.
At Fighting S.A.D., we recognize that joy is not just an emotion it’s a survival tool. When life feels heavy, joy serves as the light that keeps you moving forward.
It doesn’t mean ignoring the pain. It means finding the moments that remind you life is still worth living.
Even the smallest spark of happiness can remind you that you are still here, still fighting, and still capable of feeling something good.

This is about slowing things down.
What this looks like:
It’s Tuesday at 5 PM. Work drained you. Nothing is “wrong,” but everything feels heavy.
We talk. About food, a show you’re half-watching, something random. No fixing. Just space to breathe.

This is about rebuilding momentum.
What this looks like:
It’s Sunday at 2 PM. The weekend’s almost gone and the weight of Monday is creeping in. You share one small good thing from your day.
We share one back. Your brain starts noticing more than just the dread.

You don’t have to be happy right now.
You just have to stay.
Suicide Thrives in Isolation.
Joy Interrupts the Cycle.
Joy isn’t forced happiness.
It’s the moment isolation is broken.
At Fighting S.A.D., joy looks like:
We create moments of connection that remind you life still has warmth, presence, and meaning — even when things feel dark.
Joy doesn’t erase the pain.
It reminds you that you’re not alone in it.
Fighting S.A.D. is a peer support and executive coaching service. We are not a hospital or a medical clinic.
If you have an immediate plan to end your life, or if you cannot keep yourself safe right now, please use the resources below. We will be here to support you the moment you are safe.
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